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| Mumma and Mia at the beach... |
Having thought about where to go now with this blog- i decided its quite simple to keep everyone up to date and know where we have come from I am simply going to start with Mia's book- her story from beginning to where we are now....of course i will add for the bits in between about everyone else in the family too. I find it hard somedays to remember I have other children in the family...I feel I should give Mia 100% of my attention. I feel I made her like she is- it is my fault and I owe her. If i leave her for 20 minutes or so alone I feel guilty.
Her story was written over 2 years roughly. Most of the time when I was sitting by her ICU or hospital bed with my laptop or book handwriting notes.
It was written all before that terrible day when she stopped breathing in October 2010. Since that day Mia has not said 'mum' again, nor eaten, cant move her limbs like before, pick up her toys etc It's hard...but at least I still have her and that I would never change!
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